Untangling The Knots
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"I look down at my arms and sigh. I don't have shame. No one can understand what I'm going through. This is what I am. This is what Kamilah Alaya Taylor is.
But maybe, there is someone who can Untangle My knots"
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Kamilah Taylor is not your ordinary girl. When she was supposed to relish her high school life with her friends all of that got ripped away from her because of one particular 'night'.
What transpired that night? No one knows.
Even today, she is constantly enduring from the toxic relationship she has with her so-called boyfriend.
What happens her path crosses with her long lost best friend?
Will she ever be able to let go of her demons from the past?
Will she ever be able to love?
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Trigger warning
This story contains:
▶ Detailed Self Harming scenarios
▶ Elaborated rape illustration
▶ Mention of suicide
▶ Mention of anorexia/post-anorexia
▶ Traumatized Past
▶ Extreme Sexual Contents
▶ Strong languages, cursing
If these things trigger you, I would highly recommend you to skip those parts. I would try my utmost to give a proper alarm at the beginning Contents
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