What if one day you realized your whole life was a lie; that the "crazy" people who said the world was a lie were right. Amara realized this was the case. Those people who said the world was going to end had never been more right.
It was like seeing a quote on the internet that said, "What if when you hear voices in your head it is your family trying to talk to you because you are really in a coma." At first you get messed up a little. Your stomach starts to get butterflies or you will start to get a headache. When you finally realize everything you know to be true and dear to you is a lie, it messes with your mind. All of a sudden, you start to question everything. Was that really a dream or was that real? Is that person even real? What about me?
Being put in that position can make you question your life, your thoughts, and even your faith.