Simply Unwanted
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Last published Thu, Jul 9, 2020
Throughout my 17 years of living on this wretched earth that has been in orbit for thousands of centuries. Sometimes I feel like I am floating away just like Pluto but always coming back. Other times I feel worthless and unwanted by the entire population of 8 billion people that have been accounted for.
Many times I feel like I am drowning in the sea of the world's population, I am masked off from reality most times. I realize now that my life is sad just with a single glance in the mirror, society says that you need to be perfect but no one is perfect. So everyone is perfectly imperfect, right? Everyone except me I am just imperfect nothing less and nothing more.
In my years of living, I have felt ever so lonely from birth everything always saddened me and nothing felt right. Freshman year I met my best friend Katherine and along the way we met Autumn. Even though I feel their internal love for me every day I feel simply unwanted.
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