She lived for these moments, the ones where his low timbre of a groan would resuscitate her soul, where his arms would engulf her in their warmth and where his eyes mirrored her own. Adelaide could not prevent these impulsions nor avoid the puzzlement in her heart. Being starved, drained and vacant, those sentiments she experienced in spades ever since her mind could conjure them, but they always left a trail of pain. So it was only natural to question why he managed to illicit those same emotions but leave her trembling in pleasure.
"I am sure that we can come to an understanding, Ms. Reign. I can assure you that you will find solace in confiding in me, letting go of all inhibitions can be quite jarring but also liberating" he claimed with an elongated sigh.
"Hmmm. This little pipe dream that you've built here to aid people who are so to speak a danger to society and themselves will never comfort me and your words are merely a charade, Dr. Iver" replied Adelaide in a bored voice.
"Well then, you will have to get used to this institution, for it will be your home since you seem so keen on becoming a regular here, Ms. Reign. You should start by disposing of your former possessions and habits, we take discipline and health with the utmost seriousness at the Caldwell Institute of Mental Health", Dr Iver said with a sense of finality.
54 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
54 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
In the aftermath of her twin sister's tragic death, Reagan Sinclair finds herself in a never-ending battle against paralyzing panic attacks and drowning in grief. Desperate to just survive each day, Reagan's world is turned upside down when Paris unexpectedly enters her life, offering her a chance to explore a world of dominance she never knew she needed. As Reagan delves into a journey of self-discovery and passion, she must confront her suppressed emotions surrounding her sister's passing and her growing dependence on Paris. Join Reagan on a gripping adventure of love, loss, and finding the strength to heal in the face of unimaginable pain.
"Why not?" I whisper against his lips, I want him closer to my body, I want it so badly it's almost painful. The sensation spreads through me like a relentless throbbing, engulfing my entire body. Paris pulls away to look at me, and his eyes are darker, deeper. I swallow at the primal desire pouring from his stare, eyes widening when he wraps his hand around my neck, his thumb stroking as it bobs. Almost instinctively, I raise my hand and put it over his, making him squeeze tighter. Paris growls low in his throat, and I close my eyes, marveling at the way every single nerve ending lights up.
"Why not?" I ask again, just wishing he'd close the space between us. Just wishing he'd touch me.
"No. This is wrong and I'm sorry I let it get this far. I'm older than you, love. You're so fucking young. This is......no,"
"I'm twenty, not seventeen, and I don't care. It doesn't matter," it's the wrong thing to say because when I open my eyes, he's shaking his head, his eyes locked on the wall near my head with an unreadable expression on his face. He removes his hand from around my throat, and the other slides slowly up my side and grips my waist, putting me more firmly against the wall.
"No, Reagan," he says through clenched teeth, turning around and going to his room. I flinch at the sound of his bedroom door closing.