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•~18-letnia Carrie Ivans od kilku lat zmaga się z problemami w swoim życiu. 7 lat temu jej ojciec zginął w wypadku samochodowym, więc jej matka musiała się zająć ją i jej młodszą siostrą Abigail samotnie. Wkrótce potem kobieta zginęła z powodu urazu czaszki, ale przyczyny nie były znane. Dwie siostry trafiły do szkoły z internatem, i podczas gdy Carrie po ukończeniu osiemnastki została z niej wypuszczona, Abigail musi w niej zostać jeszcze cztery lata. Starsza dziewczyna wyprowadziła się do Nowego Jorku, gdzie mieszkała wcześniej, gdzie czekają ją kolejne problemy, ale i szczęście, które całkiem przypadkowo odmieni jej życie. Jednak nie wszystko idzie zgodnie z planem, bo niedługo później bohaterka dowiaduje się czegoś, co sprawi, że cały jej świat polegnie w gruzach i nigdy więcej go nie naprawi~•
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