Stranger to myself

A dark night with not a sight around. I still felt nothing ,just a dying heart that I think already somewhat dead . I just like a sorrowless soul wandering around in this whole world of mine that was just surrounded by me.
Every single person left with their greed lust in their heart leaving me behind but now I stopped turning the pages that are already rotten . I smiled but doesn't have happiness, I cried but didn't feel pain.
The last sentence that came up from my mouth was
Nor I feel pain, nor I love..at last, I am just a stranger to myself