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I Cant Smile For Much Longer|| depressed oikawa x iwaizumi *Complete*

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Parts 25
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when I cry... I can't help but smile. 
the pain inside takes me over as soon my eyes turn dull and my body becomes weak. 
 my eyes turn to stone as they don't show what they use to. 
tears... tears flow down my face as my smile grows wider as I laugh... 
 I turn into a empty whole as I feel there is no meaning for me to live.... 
friends... friends, the knife under my bed... the tears I hold inside.. iwaizumi.. 
save me... cause I don't think I will make it much longer.. 
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Earthquake - Oihina fic by 1SecretQuill

In a cafe in Sendai, Hinata and Oikawa's lives entangle after a sudden earthquake. Together, injured they nurse each other's wounds and attraction begins. But as life goes back to normal, they struggle to explain their growing closeness to those who begin to notice: Kageyama, Karasuno, Seijoh... and themselves. This is a Romeo & Juliet high school romance. Fluff, angst, sexual tension, eventual smut. Character exploration and themes of obsession, repressed emotions, denial of feelings, jealousy, confession and sacrifice. See all chapters here: https://secretquill.co.uk/oihinas/eqtp/

The life of a fake boy ~ Kuroken angst by Troubledsoul_666

DON'T OWN THE COVER (just have it in my camera roll) Kuroo has always hidden everything behind a smile. Acts obnoxious that nothing can ever hurt him. The truth is he keeps all his emotions behind a book. This book he calls his hurt book because all emotions come with pain. Newly he has been feeling a new sorta feeling this scares him making him act even more obnoxious. However it keeps coming back like a reoccurring nightmare. He get it whenever Kenma is around. So he begins to write all his troubles and now this new emotion. Maybe there is more to this world then pain but he knows all to well that the gamer boy loves another. Warning- Suicidal thoughts, blood/gore

Lost Memories. (OikawaXreader) by steph_703

When you fall in love, it feels like nothing else matters in this world. Love is like a drug and feels like you're floating in a cruel world we live in today. Oikawa Toru has always been overly involved with volleyball, his love for the game and the constant need to improve his skills. No ever thought that he'd fall in love with someone or had to time to have someone to love. But L/N Y/N changed that. She has always been right beside him, cheering him on and giving all of her love to him and him only. An eight year relationship was strong, until a car accident changed everything. The catch? "I'm sorry, but who are you?" DISCLAIMER! I do not own any of the Haikyu characters. I do not own any images unless stated otherwise. All credit goes to the artists!! May contain some strong language.

»Distractions | MatsuHana« by oiiwa-chan

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Off The Ice by Kirithetheory

Oikawa, Suga and Akaashi were figure skaters. They all needed that freedom and the feeling of the ice. The feeling was enough to overpower the rude and hurtful comments of the hockey team who shared their rink. But they're teenagers in high school. All dealing with their own problems day by day. Dealing with love and heartbreak. But all that seemed to go away when they were skating until Tōru meets a new hockey team member. Someone who catches his eye. Someone who's life he turns upside down. ⚠️Disclaimer⚠️ -Conatins topics of abuse, self-harm, suicide attempt, homophobia (external and internal), depression, anxiety, eating disorders and mature language. -Also contains smut and sexual scenes. -Cover art by me. -Please read with caution and I will put warning before each chapter. Anyway enjoy 😊 Highest Rank #3 tsukiyama #1 bokuaka #1 iceskating #2 Kuroken #1 daisuga

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Oikawa Tooru has been best friends with Iwaizumi Hajime for as long as he can remember. One day, hanging out with his best friend.. Seems different. He suddenly felt things he had never felt before. He wanted to touch his friend more. Wanted to know him more. Wanted to be with him more. They thought they knew everything about each other. But Iwaizumi suddenly realizes there's a side to Oikawa.. He might not know too well. His best friend is acting strange. He's seeing expressions he never thought Oikawa Tooru could ever make. When Iwaizumi suddenly brings it up to his friend, That's when Oikawa realizes the things he's been feeling are strange. It's a incident that made him rethink his feelings for Iwaizumi. After all of this time, was it just a strong bond he felt for his childhood friend? Or was it.. Something more? Something stronger? (All characters found in haikyuu series belong to creator of haikyuu. cover photo edited be me, and Creds to art in the pictures to original artists.) (Started July 20th) -COMPLETE-

Just Friends ( Iwaoi ) by weebcheck2020

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