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To the girl I used to be
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Ongoing, First published Apr 13, 2020
A 28 year old single middle school teacher, lives alone and doesn't feel shes made the right choices through life. 

One day, she gives the students a choice of whether they would go back to a certain time in their life and redo it all. She writes her own response and shares with her teacher friends at a bonfire along with a bottle of wine. She jokes around about what shes written but ends up throwing it in the fire and toasting to a good future with her friends. 

The next morning, she wakes up to find herself back in her 8th grade body, with all the knowledge and memories of her 28 year old self....how did this happen? Is this an alcohol induced dream? She pinches herself only to find a red mark on her arm...what else could go wrong today? 

What day even is today?

A story of redemption, temptation and young love. Will she make the same choices or will she choose to better herself? Will she put her head first or will her young heart fall too hard for a boy she never knew?
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