If I'm the reason
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Ongoing11m
Last published Sun, Aug 14, 2016
(Quick comment from the author) Hello there. I don't know why I stopped writing back in 2014 and I apologize sincerely to everyone who liked this story, because I always cry for 2 months when someone stops writing in the middle of a good fanfic. So yeah... There was another draft and I published it now. I don't think I will finish this, even though I really like the beginning. At the moment I am mostly into Supernatural, and I just started writing a destiel fanfic - so if anyone is interested, just tell me and I might start uploading here too (mainly on Archiveofourown though). Have a nice day!
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You know how Derek is always so rude and cold? Well, mostly that's just how he's become after all the hard times he's been through. When it comes to Stiles, though, it's not just that. He cannot, under any circumstances, let him know how much he actually cares about him. Until, one day, he has no choice but to tell him.
Stiles, who likes Derek a lot but would've never ever thought Derek might actually like him back, couldn't be happier about Derek telling him he cares about him. And the kiss, of course.
Derek on the other hand is doing his very best to go back to the way things were. That means he has to avoid talking to Stiles about that stupid, stupid kiss because he knows that if he opens up and tells Stiles how he really feels about him, there's no going back to playing that role that was his only way to keep himself from falling even harder for Stiles... And to protect him. Keeping himself away from Stiles is pretty hard though, when his best strategy to avoid talking is making out.
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