Nikolaj Bezymenskij comes from a family where he and his mother would be abused by his father. At nine years of age he joined 'The Mafhyja' and he's still a member as a twenty'two years old young man, but he's slowly starting to regret his actions as a member and thinks about quitting. Will he be able to quit? Will he be able to live a normal life? Will he be able to escape or die trying?