For the Hopeless - Kylo Ren x Reader

I won't apologize for my absence, as you know, better than anyone, that my apologies would only be false remarks that have no place between myself and your lined pages. As a trusted companion, my dearest diary, I feel as though I only have you to admit to that I've felt it again. That strange calling from the force, as though the wind is calling my name, beckoning me to come ever closer.
As the only one other than my brother, the newly crowned king, to exhibit such powers with the force on our planet, I fear as though I will never get answers to such a calling to a boy named Ben.
I worry he may need my help, may need my comfort in the long hours of the night, yet I have no idea who or where he is. Maybe he's danger, like I've dreaded so much about, but I still feel in my heart that he is just someone lost in the world, much like myself.
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As princess, and sister to the king of your planet, Duros, it has always befallen on you to be who the people need you to be. You must be a leader, must be kind, must always listen to the people, and more. However, you know that there was more for you beyond this life, and felt it through the force. But how would you find him? And how would you know if you were going down the right path?
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