Listen Before I Go

Quick Note: This story was written by myself a few months ago. it isn't the best and needs a lot of editing but it's what you guys are here for. people keep telling you to move on but sometimes that's the hardest thing t do, especially when you feel that you are the guilty one. I guess it's time I open up.
I wrote this while I was in quite a shit place so...

If you guys know me, I love Billie Eilish. she's beautiful, talented and all-in-all amazing. this song was inspired by one of her songs so...
if you don't know her, please listen to her. she's amazing and her songs are so deep. Her song Bellyache is about a psychopath who kills her friends, and the bellyache she refers to is guilt. HOW AMAZING IS SHE!?! I love her song Bury a friend and she even has a Spanish song: Eres Tu.

anyway...enough about Billie. this book is for those in the dark wanting hope. I don't know if I should leave this as a one chapter story but let's see... enjoy