It was an immoral decision . I didn’t mean for it to happen . I really hadn’t , but once my twin brother hit puberty , I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him . It just wasn’t MY fault . Asia Perez has to live with the most embarrassing secret ever . She was in love with her twin brother … What will it take to show you that it’s not the life it seems? (I’m not okay) I’ve told you time and time again you sing the words but don’t know what it means (I’m not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look! I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay You wear me out “I’m Not Okay ( I promise )” by My Chemical Romance .