Scared Of Love
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Sedang dalam proses, Awal publikasi Apr 15, 2020
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'Let's get Married.' he said
for one moment i thought he was joking but the look on his face told me otherwise.It's not that i don't have feelings for him because i do feel something very strong for him but i just don't know how to feel about this attraction I've towards him.'Let's not rush into things. We've only known each other for a short time. 
Let's just go with the flow and see where it takes us, okay..?' i said nervously cause he doesn't take things well when it concerns me I've experienced it before and i don't want that ever again.
'You know I'm a very ambitious man I've  always been determined of what to achieve.... if i dreamed of something I'll give my everything in it to achieve that  and you my watermelon are my dream I'll do everything in my power to have you as mine and only mine. Even you can't stop me from that.' he said looking straight in my eyes.
well I'm fucked,I  thought to myself.

Raine Anaya Evans.
The word optimist describes her.A girl starting her new life at University to enjoy the freedom she craved for so long.She started to experience new things new emotions everday...but falling in love??? she was not ready to be in that situation. Guess what! the strong independent girl everyone knew was insecure about love.

Phoenix Aron Ruene.
Aristocratically charming describes him the best.  A man heartbroken in the past still try his best to live his best for his loved Ones. for him his big sister and mom dad are everything. 
what happen when Phoenix meet Raine on his sisters wedding planing and have an instant connection, which they both can't deny.


this is my first story and English is not my first language so please forgive the errors.The plot is from my deepest imagination. please don't copy it then I'll just have to hunt you down.(hehe)
happy reading.



(The first few chapters are a bit short but it gets better I promise, give my book a try)
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She won

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When a child is given birth , usually the child is expected to behave in a certain way, follow a certain religion,groom accordingly But what happens when the only ray of sun in Lily's life, her mom dies while giving birth to her little sister and her father...uhm we could say he practically didn't give a shit. Many people in this big world devote their youths in order to make others happy just expecting a smile on their face or maybe a little appreciation What happens when a little girl from a very extravagant family is bought up in order to marry some guy from some ,say,abc family but what happens when she falls for the wrong brother?what happens when she finally finds out everyone she doted on was scheming behind her back and the only person she expects to side with her.....calls her a slut... well, yeah she runs away, her priorities change, but ....for better or worse read the story to know!! Come join us on a bittersweet journey of friendship,love,betrayal and peace. ------------------------------------------------------------ HIGHEST RANKINGS. #5 - Girl drama #37-Ambitions #42-Sisterhood #10-Strong girl #197-Real ________________________________________________ Note: 1)This is my first book and English isn't my first language so i'd love your feed backs and support.!! 2)This is less of a love-story and more of a real story full of twists and i can promise that there will be parts where you will be able to relate and feel what the characters feel. 3)I tried writing something which isn't cliche ...hope you'll give this a read. i promise, it wont disappoint you. 4)book started :26/08/2020 5)story ends:03/09/2020 ______________________________________________________ OMG GUYS !! IT HAS ONLY BEEN FEW DAYS SINCE I STARTED WRITING AND I'M ALREADY GETTING GREAT RANKINGS ,KEEP SHOWERING YOUR LOVE!!!

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