If you're seeing this book please read it. I hope this can be a lesson for all of you out there struggling with the same things that I am. It's been a long journey and I still can't see the end, but I felt like I just needed to write this down. And in spirit I hope the guy I'm writing this for reads it, somehow. I know he won't though, and even if he does somehow stumble across this he probably won't know it's about him. To him I'm an Iceberg. The things he knows about me and how I feel about him are the cap. the only part he sees. But there's so much more, deep down. But if you're reading this right now, in this very moment I just want to say thank you...