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Telling the truth and being honest isn't always the easiest thing to do.  During my Sophomore year I was going through some mental problems. I wanted to just tell someone about these issues. However, I was too scared to tell someone because of the fear of being labeled as a crazy person. I didn't want anyone to think that I was just some sort of deranged lunatic that should be locked up in a mental institution...All Rights Reserved

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