Philophobia
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It's not easy to be in love. It's not easy when you have your heart broken by the only guy you've ever loved. When everything you've ever loved seems to be a lie, it's hard to get back on your feet. And Jasmine learned that lesson. She also learned that love is a tool used to manipulate, that boys are heartbreakers. She thinks the only side of the story that matters is her's and in some ways she's right. Maybe it is time for her to close off the rest of the world and give her heart a break. Maybe that's what she was supposed to do. But with someone new in the picture she just can't seem to do it, so now she's fighting every instinct in her body not to love again. In this push and pull romance about a girl who's just scared to love.
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"Look into my eyes and tell me you hate me Aubry!" He yelled in my face. I looked up, and couldn't help it as I stared at him with wide eyes. It was getting harder to keep up my mask. "You can't can you?" He laughed as the tears started to run down my cheeks. The worst part was he's right, I could never hate him no matter how much I tried. "No Jason, I don't hate you. I just don't love you anymore." I walked away holding on to the pieces of my heart he just reshattered. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After a heart has been broken can it ever be repaired? Aubry is a girl who doesn't like the word forever. She may have a reason after Jason (her boyfriend of 2 years, the boy she love has loved since 15), breaks her heart, but can she ever see past that to fall in love again? What happens when she collides with Andrew, a handsome, charming, amazing gentleman? Will she open up her heart to him and give him everything? Will she fear the same fate and avoid Andrew? Or will Jason and Aubry reignite an old love?Complete
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"Look into my eyes and tell me you hate me Aubry!" He yelled in my face. I looked up, and couldn't help it as I stared at him with wide eyes. It was getting harder to keep up my mask. "You can't can you?" He laughed as the tears started to run down my cheeks. The worst part was he's right, I could never hate him no matter how much I tried. "No Jason, I don't hate you. I just don't love you anymore." I walked away holding on to the pieces of my heart he just reshattered. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After a heart has been broken can it ever be repaired? Aubry is a girl who doesn't like the word forever. She may have a reason after Jason (her boyfriend of 2 years, the boy she love has loved since 15), breaks her heart, but can she ever see past that to fall in love again? What happens when she collides with Andrew, a handsome, charming, amazing gentleman? Will she open up her heart to him and give him everything? Will she fear the same fate and avoid Andrew? Or will Jason and Aubry reignite an old love?
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