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Philophobia

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afraid broken love new-love philophobia

It's not easy to be in love. It's not easy when you have your heart broken by the only guy you've ever loved. When everything you've ever loved seems to be a lie, it's hard to get back on your feet. And Jasmine learned that lesson. She also learned that love is a tool used to manipulate, that boys are heartbreakers. She thinks the only side of the story that matters is her's and in some ways she's right. Maybe it is time for her to close off the rest of the world and give her heart a break.  Maybe that's what she was supposed to do. But with someone new in the picture she just can't seem to do it, so now she's fighting every instinct in her body not to love again. In this push and pull romance about a girl who's just scared to love.All Rights Reserved

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