An unexpected phone call and the prediction of life cease. The cause for the symptoms of a phantom illness has finally been identified. Planned days of a future filled with newlywed dreams quickly become wrought with anxiety, concern and fear. What does one do in the midst of such information? How does one begin to unravel the vortex of emotions? What does it all mean? How does one struggle with the incessant question, “why”?All Rights Reserved