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The Orion Star

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Reads 8,986
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Parts 48
Time 7h 5m

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alcholism bisexual depression freethelgbt gay lgbt love mxm problems rockstar scaredtolove selfinjury struggle suicide trustissues wattpride

Everyone wants to be famous. Everyone knows it's not all it's cracked up to be. 

So it's confounding to Orion Bauwens why anyone would lust to be in his position. He loves what he does; singing and songwriting are his life. Yet he's starting to feel the pitfalls that come with fame. And honestly? He's not sure if he's going to survive.

How does one follow their dreams when they have to fight against themselves?



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**CONTENT AND TRIGGER WARNING** A main character suffers from depression.  Brief references to self-harm and abuse. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED; I AM MAKING THAT CLEAR IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE WATTPAD RULES AND GUIDELINES. 

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Your Wish Is My Calamity✔️ by PinkLxve

[COMPLETE] William reached out toward Orion's hands, wanting to feel his warmth, and never let go. "I visited you almost every day." "I know," Orion grinned, "I know, Will." ⭑⭑⭑ William Riller is an aspiring young astronomer going through his first breakup. Unable to make peace with his lover of eight years abandoning him for someone he had barely known, William plummets into a state of depression. William wanted to make Christian Hagets recognize the importance of what he had thrown away. Orion is a star, and whenever someone makes a wish he has the opportunity to come down from the sky in his human form. On one humid, lucky night, William finds himself making a wish on a shooting star. Except, William had no idea what a blessing that star would prove to be. ⭑⭑⭑ #1 IN LGBTQRIGHTS - 15/07/24 #2 IN BXB - 09/10/24

Don't Let Go ✔ (Editing) by _Little_Infinity__

Gosh, I'm so pathetic. I feel like I relate everything happening to me, back to Cody. It's probably because he and I were always together. But I really should stop. Cody left me. Why am I so hung up on him? I should move on, right? I should find another guy to love unconditionally... or maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should just be a slut. Why should I even have any feelings for anyone? Wouldn't it just make complete sense to fuck around? That was no one could break my heart or hurt me. I'd be perfectly fine after, right? ~ After suddenly losing his boyfriend to soccer, Ethan finds that the perfect solution is to fuck around and do what he pleases. He no longer wants to cry over someone who obviously doesn't care about him. However, all of this quickly changes when he meets a patient at a hospital he volunteers, who goes by the name of Ashton - who happens to be straight and also dying. After their first encounter, they become perfect friends, and the obvious f-boy begins to develop feelings for the obvious straight boy. Can Ethan break down his 'straight' walls and have him as more than a friend all before it's too late? It's all up to fate, right? Highest Rank - #3 in #FreeThelgbtq

Give Me A Chance (boyxboy) by giraffewithapen

I'm gay. Some people hate that. I don't. I think. But I know a couple people who do. Hate me, that is. And I'm about ready to give up until I meet Blaine. I don't know why, but he stops me in my metaphorical downhill tracks. There's a little part of me that really, really wants to trust him, but my mind is backtracking hard. But I have so much to deal with, have dealt with so much, will deal with so much, that maybe it's time to let somebody deal with it with me. But does he want to? I want to believe he does, but the voices in my head tell me he doesn't. They're annoying sometimes. Maybe there's a chance he'll see me for who I am, which I don't know if anyone's ever done before. Maybe there's a chance I could be something close to happy. Maybe I owe it to myself to try. **Featured on @FreeTheLGBT 's Coming of Age reading list**

Side By Side by Sagittarius_books

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Bruised Knuckles by augtwy

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Just My Luck (boyxboy) by kodycolors

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Since We Were 18 ⭐Nouis⭐ by DYoongiT

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Stronger Together (bxb) ✔ by Kibika

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Your Wish Is My Calamity✔️

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