The Orion Star
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Everyone wants to be famous. Everyone knows it's not all it's cracked up to be.
So it's confounding to Orion Bauwens why anyone would lust to be in his position. He loves what he does; singing and songwriting are his life. Yet he's starting to feel the pitfalls that come with fame. And honestly? He's not sure if he's going to survive.
How does one follow their dreams when they have to fight against themselves?
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**CONTENT AND TRIGGER WARNING** A main character suffers from depression. Brief references to self-harm and abuse. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED; I AM MAKING THAT CLEAR IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE WATTPAD RULES AND GUIDELINES.
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