Lilian Gordon has always wished to be normal. Be a normal girl, have a normal family with normal friends but nobody is normal. Lilian of all people got so many chances in so many homes, being an orphan and all, she just doesn't know what to do anymore What if Lilian got one more chance, would she take it? What if she fell in love along the way? Read and find out how Lilian will make it out in this world of terror and abandonment. "Lily, will you look at yourself and then look around you? We are all here for you and we'll love you and we accept you" I cry looking at my adoptive mother as she holds my cheek delicately while massaging my cheek with her thumb.