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The Struggle

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bi-sexual boy-pov coming-of-age fear pressure

Fear is a powerful thing.

Some say it's the most influential emotion. 

It can appear in everyday situations; whether it be presenting a presentation or riding a rollercoaster. It overwhelms you. 

Fear consumes me.

My every thought. My every motion. My everyday. 

For my hidden secrets are threatening to release themselves - to let the world know my mystery, because my mind is too full of wondrous darkness and it wishes to be set free of these ridden horrors. 

But I can't let that happen.

I never will let that happen.All Rights Reserved

bi-sexual boy-pov coming-of-age fear pressure

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Despise to Desire - JJK

What if, when you missed every chance to confess your feelings to him. After college, you suddenly lost contact and started your career, locking your love in your heart for years. Then, one day, fate brought you both back together, meeting him as your boss, who is now happily married to his college sweetheart. But now, he had transformed into someone cold and distant, not even acknowledging your past caring friendship. Seeing him change hurt, but deep down, you were genuinely happy for his success and his loving marriage. ☆::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::☆ 𝙔𝙚𝙩, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙚, 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙣 𝙪𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙜𝙚? 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. ★ 𝘑𝘦𝘰𝘯 𝘑𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬 - 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘉𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘊𝘌𝘖 ★𝘠/𝘕 𝘊𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳 - 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘚𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘺 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆 : 𝒑𝒔𝒚𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓