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The Struggle

UsDesperatesNeedSmut

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UsDesperatesNeedSmut

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bi-sexual boy-pov coming-of-age fear pressure

Fear is a powerful thing.

Some say it's the most influential emotion. 

It can appear in everyday situations; whether it be presenting a presentation or riding a rollercoaster. It overwhelms you. 

Fear consumes me.

My every thought. My every motion. My everyday. 

For my hidden secrets are threatening to release themselves - to let the world know my mystery, because my mind is too full of wondrous darkness and it wishes to be set free of these ridden horrors. 

But I can't let that happen.

I never will let that happen.All Rights Reserved

bi-sexual boy-pov coming-of-age fear pressure

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"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel." - Who I am doesn't matter. How I got here doesn't matter. What matters now is I'm getting help, right? That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters. So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me. My father wasn't abusive. I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either. I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard