The Struggle
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Last published Sun, Apr 19, 2020
Fear is a powerful thing.
Some say it's the most influential emotion.
It can appear in everyday situations; whether it be presenting a presentation or riding a rollercoaster. It overwhelms you.
Fear consumes me.
My every thought. My every motion. My everyday.
For my hidden secrets are threatening to release themselves - to let the world know my mystery, because my mind is too full of wondrous darkness and it wishes to be set free of these ridden horrors.
But I can't let that happen.
I never will let that happen.
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