Slave to the Scale
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"It started out not too badly. I thought that I could be a bit more confident if I lost a few pounds, but that soon spiralled out of control. I forgot who I was and what I liked to do. I didn't have any energy to pursue anything that I wanted to. I didn't want to either. My life had become very unlike my own."
❗Warning❗
Mentions of severe eating disorders and mental illness
Started: May 16th 2020
Finished: August 17th 2022
Best ranking: #3 in readatyourownrisk, #1 in jincentric, #1 in jinangst
Second Place in the 21st Century Awards 2020
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