True feelings
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Last published Tue, May 5, 2020
Deku and Bakugou where childhood best friends, but when Bakugou got his quirk, he was meaner, louder, and especially to Deku. Bakugou was only mean to Deku, because he liked him. He didn't want Deku to look right through him.
Deku on the other hand, is having a rough life. He has a eating disorder called Anorexia. It's when you only eat when you need to, low body weight, intense fear of gaining weight, and distorted veiw of himself. He also has anxiety, Depression, and cuts himself every once and a while. But when he does, he is really depressed about something. He likes Bakugou like Bakugou likes Deku.
Bakugou doesn't have that bad if a life, but he has depression, and hides it with anger and loudness.
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-Depression
-Anxiety
- Suacideal (cutting)
- The LGBTQ+ community
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