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Suicidal Afterthoughts [BXB]
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Last published Sun, Apr 5, 2026
After a failed suicide attempt and months in a psych ward, Atticus is determined to start over. Moving in with his dad and enrolling at a new school, he clings to the hope that maybe this time he'll feel normal-that he can silence the panic that rises every time someone touches him. But his past lingers like a shadow, whispering reminders he can't escape.
On the other side of town, Greyson has always been the "golden boy." Perfect girlfriend. Perfect face. Perfect grades. To everyone else, his life is effortless. But behind the flawless image are nights spent punishing himself at the gym, hours lost staring in the mirror, and a voice in his head that never stops reminding him he's not perfect enough.
When Atticus and Greysons worlds collide, they find a comfort they never expected-something raw and real in a life full of masks. But the closer they get, the more dangerous it becomes to hold on... because love doesn't erase the darkness. Sometimes, it awakens it
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