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lost [editing/rewriting]

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Parts 47
Time 5h 4m

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Aiden Levin; 22 years old, professional stoner and self-proclaimed anxious mess. In a last desperate attempt to run from his problems and figure shit out, he goes to university. But instead of solving his entire life, he stumbles into Sam, a hands... another student, living in his dorm, who he absolutely 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 fall in love with. 

When the topic of sexuality comes into question again, Aiden's past starts catching up with him, and he realises he's fucked up. Again.All Rights Reserved

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