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Time 5h 4m

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Aiden Levin; 22 years old, professional stoner and self-proclaimed anxious mess. In a last desperate attempt to run from his problems and figure shit out, he goes to university. But instead of solving his entire life, he stumbles into Sam, a hands... another student, living in his dorm, who he absolutely 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 fall in love with. 

When the topic of sexuality comes into question again, Aiden's past starts catching up with him, and he realises he's fucked up. Again.All Rights Reserved

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Within the Writing by HorrorKingEm

Jamison Night, a normal teenage boy with a hidden talent for writing and a few secrets up his sleeves. His life is full of the hardships that most gay males face and it's not until he meets a beautiful, muscled upperclassman named Aiden that his life takes a turn for the better. Difficulties and drama keep them apart but there's something in Jamison's journal, his writing, that could be the key to a dream relationship-meant to be, or the end of his social life in general. In the wrong hands, his journal could destroy his life as he knows it. So with boy trouble, bullies, and school stressing him out, can he stay afloat or could the worse thing imaginable happen? Cover created by: @Just_Shine_On

Out of reasons (Boy × Boy) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

Only a few months after his dad's death, Daniel decides to leave his hometown to study in an art school at countryside. New ambience would surely help him deal with his dad's death, but what if it, instead, only gives him more issues to deal with? In his new school Daniel meets an illicitly good-looking guy, who seems almost too good to be true. It would have been a perfect beginning of the journey, if Daniel didn't have to share his dormitory flat with a bad-tempered and dishevelled roommate.. CW: violence, sexual assault, trauma, mentions of suicide, panic attacks 2019 (original), 2022 (edited).

How To Stay Afloat (BxB) by OsoraZ

Samuel always has been fortunate enough to enjoy a seamless and comfortable life. He had it all. Good grades, aspirations to become a doctor like his dad and the company of the coolest stoner friend group. However, his good fortune came to an abrupt halt when his family moved to a new town where he has to finish his last year at a new school. In addition to his challenges of finding new friends as an introvert, befriending the wrong kinds of people, living up to his parents' expectations, staying away from drugs and fighting anxiety and guilt, Samuel finds himself questioning his sexuality upon meeting Austin, the infamous loner from his class. ⚠️ Content warning ⚠️ Please be aware that this story contains a lot of heavy topics that might be triggering.

Mr. Match (BoyxBoy) ✓ by euwangabrielll

I'm Finn Vasco but that's not quite important right now. I'm a pretty sarcastic guy if I'm gonna be honest. I'm closed off and I literally only have one friend. I might hate everybody in my school... but there's this guy there. He's... let's say, dreamy, someone who I thought would never even acknowledge my existence. That guy who was too damn good to be true, who was too good for me, who was too good for... everybody! You get what I'm trying to say. He's that cliché king of the campus and a popular and attractive heartthrob and with just one wink, he can send people on their knees... That sounded so wrong, anyway. So can you blame me for being over the moon when one day, he approached me only to what? ...To ask for my help courting my freaking best friend. I knew it was stupid for me to hope I'd even have any chance with him anyway. So I just agreed to help him. Even if I was hurting myself and potentially my best friend in the process, my best friend who has been there with me through the thick and thins, I still did it... I mean what could go wrong besides literally everything? So my plan was to just set my crush and my best friend up, and then everything would be alright... right? But of course, life doesn't like it when people have it easy. *** Highest Ranking #2 on #lgbtfiction #5 on #boyxboy #6 on #gay #8 on #teenfiction *** ~ WARNING: This story contains strong language and bullying. If you're not a fan of LGBTQ+ stories or BXB stories, then this story is not for you. ~ If you're gonna plagiarize, you might as well just put your clown outfit on.

My Type of Socializing | ✓ by saintc

Adam is a Neet. He never leaves his apartment unless he absolutely has to. He holes himself up, only giving attention to his comics and cartoons. However, things change when a noisy party animal moves in next door and becomes a pest. Adam is given no other choice but to confront his neighbor. A series of events pushes Adam outside his bubble and forces him to interact with others. And maybe, just maybe, he thought his neighbor, Assad, was a bit good looking. * * * * * TW/CW: The MC of this novel has social anxiety and depression, and although there are no thoughts relating to violence or self-harm, the MC is consistently in a state of mind /internal monologue that can be mentally tasking for people with similar conditions.

Ghosts and Angels (boyxboy) by Ink_96784

"If I don't mess with them, they'll mess with us first." When Alex is kicked out of his parents' home at 17, his old life is completely ripped out beneath his feet. On his first day of senior year, at a new place, a new school, a new town, he meets a boy named Nick, the quiet but popular captain of the swim team at Willow Secondary. Alex quickly learns that he is not only the captain of the swim team, but also of the infamous gang Ghosts. Alex has always vowed to himself to remain firmly against violence, with the mentality that using it meant that he has succumbed to the trauma of his parents. But what if violence can be used for protection? And what if love can be found in violence?

Forgotten Past by GraTsu_for_life

Just to let you know, I'm terrible at descriptions. :((( Aiden Woods has been living alone with his abusive, alcoholic, father since the day his mother left him, which happened to be the day he was born. Thanks, to his father, he can never go a day without a bruise. That was all up until his father moved them to a new town and a new school. Aiden is somewhat happy about the move due to the bullying that he had at his old school for being gay. Jackson Taylor is your stereotypical jock with his group of jock friends and his slut of a girlfriend. He has straight A's, is the captain of his football team and from what everyone thought, he was the straightest guy that they knew. What they didn't know was that Jackson's older brother tried to rape him on the daily. What happens when these two meet? And what happens when they start having feelings for each other? Will that change once Aiden and Jackson learn a secret that they can't just let go? Read to find out!!

Long Way Down by Prissy_Peaches

"...now I'm falling..."

Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

Desolation Row [MxM] by AriShelly

Victor Halcomb has the perfect life. Perfect parents, perfect friends, perfect 4.0 GPA, even a perfect, athletic boyfriend. Of course, no one ever stops to think about how quickly that can all be taken. Over the course of three days, Victor suddenly find himself without parents, without a boyfriend, hours away from his old school, and dropped right into a new one. And this new school doesn't take too well to new kids. For the first time in his life, Victor experiences what it's like to be an outcast, to be isolated and bullied by people he doesn't even know. He is forced to survive his last two years of high school in a place that hates his very existence. Victor has to decide if he can manage this, and get his life together, or allow himself to sink down permanently. (WARNING: Alcohol/drug abuse, mentions of attempted suicide, self-mutilation)

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Within the Writing cover

Out of reasons (Boy × Boy) ✔ cover

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Mr. Match (BoyxBoy) ✓ cover

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Forgotten Past cover

Long Way Down cover

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Desolation Row [MxM] cover

Within the Writing

Jamison Night, a normal teenage boy with a hidden talent for writing and a few secrets up his sleeves. His life is full of the hardships that most gay males face and it's not until he meets a beautiful, muscled upperclassman named Aiden that his life takes a turn for the better. Difficulties and drama keep them apart but there's something in Jamison's journal, his writing, that could be the key to a dream relationship-meant to be, or the end of his social life in general. In the wrong hands, his journal could destroy his life as he knows it. So with boy trouble, bullies, and school stressing him out, can he stay afloat or could the worse thing imaginable happen? Cover created by: @Just_Shine_On