Heart Scattered.
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Hi! My name is Darrien but everyone calls me Dazzy but pronounces it like Daisy🙂and these are poems that I wrote when I was feeling a certain type of way and some of my own personal experiences. I feel it's about time i get my story out there as part of my healing process. Some content might be a triggering point to some so be sure that you've got a friend or someone around you if you're suicidal and do not hesitate to HMU. I'm here for you all.
This story is not complete, I will be adding on poems when I write more. Carry on reading for further more content that has been added as a tag but not seen in the book.
I hope you enjoy. :)
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