Still Holding On
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Last published Thu, Jun 13, 2024
It is said that as human beings we form our characters trough our experiences. Our first years, our family, our friends our relationships. These experiences all seem to have an impact on who we are and who we eventually become.
We all have our role models, our hero's. Those people who at one point crossed or path and left their mark. Those life changing experiences that form our very own being and change our perspective on what we thought we knew.
Everyone has that one person who knows them better than anyone else, your bestie the one you share all your secrets with. Your sibling who annoyingly enough knows more then they should about you and is always there. Your partner who you chose to share your life with. I thought I had found mine, that one person, whom I could confined in.
Who wouldn't judge me... my shoulder to cry on. Could it be? I thought so! I so needed it to be so! but I was by far mistaken. No one could have warned me that a simple message would turn my life into a living hell! No one could have saved me from walking into something that would shatter my heart beyond repair.
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