His Dark Love

Have you ever thought it possible to love someone who hates you? Someone who hurts you? I don't know how or why but I enjoyed this feeling, in between love and hate. Maybe it's both at the same time.

"I said Come.Here.Now.", he grew impatient at my lack of reaction to what he asked. I was disobeying him and he hated it.
Rushing towards me I didn't even have time to react before I was slammed against the wall with his hands around my neck. I stretched out my legs pushing it on his torso to keep him some distance away from my body but he seperated my legs and pressed himself in between my thighs until there was nothing between us.
"You have a death wish? I'll grant it to you.", he threatened as he sniffed my scent and squeezed my neck tightly. Somehow this is exactly what I wanted him to do, that's why I got myself in trouble with him. I wanted him this close to me, even if it is to hurt me. I have this strange feeling when I'm around him.

Whatever it is, it was drawing me into deeper darker waters and I needed to get away before it kills me.
Before he kills me.