In a society where everything is seen in black or white, there isn't much left to argue. Is there? It's either wrong or it's right, there is no considered middle ground. You are either good or evil, hot or cold, water or fire. Nobody leaves any room for a gray area. You didn't defend yourself from your abusive ex-boyfriend, no, you're considered a murderer because he died at your hands. It doesn't matter that he would have killed you, you killed him first. We as people, humans, like to put everything into nice, organized, little boxes to label ourselves and others. We take it upon ourselves to judge and label things that may not be under our control. Then, when things don't fall nicely into a box, we outcast them. For not forming to our strange societal norms. Just because they may not be the same as you and me. So, when society is threatened by a gray area outside the box, what do they decide to do? They trap them in their own box and label this gray area as monsters. But, who are we to judge when maybe we are the real monsters here.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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