Just stupid feelings I've bottled up
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I'll probably use this place to vent about emotions or just to I guess show my story? Anyhow please don't bring any of this up if you know me it's really private..
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Broken Promise////Billie Eilish
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This is my personal diary. I've been debating if I should put this on here, and I still am thinking about deleting it.. I'm not sure yet. There's things on here I'm not proud of. Please no harsh or rude comments. It's rated R so be cautioned. This is more for myself than anyone else.
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