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Dear Addiction

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Reads 9,276
Votes 959
Parts 54
Time 9h 16m

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Despite being one of the biggest names in music Dean Winchester's career has been labeled a crash and burn. With one night stands every other night, a mouthy attitude, and a drug addiction, not even his manager thinks he'll make it past thirty. None of that seems to change when he moves to New York to help his recently widowed brother. 
Dean hadn't expected more from the move then to sleep on an old couch, and look after some kids, but plans are changed when he meets Sam's next door neighbour, Castiel Novak
Left between balancing his drug addiction, babysitting, his new crush for an extremely taken man, and his own crumbling career, the tipping point seems to be approaching sooner then Dean had ever expected. 

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Searching the Darkness by SuperFrikinAngsty

Silence is the worst darkness of all. Dean Winchester lost his sight when he was eight years old. His best friend became his little brother, Sam, who helped him through his early struggles. Soon, Dean meets Castiel, a barista working at the local coffee shop. They become closer than Dean has been with anyone in years. But good things simply cannot last. In the blink of an eye, Castiel goes silent. As Dean's world slowly spirals out of control again, he is forced to pull himself together on his own, without the help of his brother or his best friend. Once again, darkness is all Dean knows. Ranked #131 in Castiel Novak; 1/19/19 Ranked #529 in Accident; 7/18/18 ** Based off of the beautiful artwork of Tumblr artist: my-wayward-son-carry-on **

Hope (Destiel High School AU) by MollyCrawford9

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P.S. It's Going to Be Okay by GrimReapersNuisance

It started with demon blood. Things have only gone downhill from there. Now Sam is admitted into a drug abuse treatment center where he will have to navigate the demons of his past and the trauma that ensues from being forcibly admitted. Meanwhile Dean, Bobby, and Cas have their own battles to fight being on the outside of Sam's recovery. TW: Mentions of drug use/abuse, implied suicidal thoughts, references to suicide, mental breakdown, forcible hospitalization, forcible treatment center admission Please take care before, during, and after reading!

Dinner at 3 (Destiel AU) by ALLIgator666

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The Black Rose (completed) by ollieandchan

[completed 11/20/2020] Dean Winchester was a normal kid. Sure, he grew up a little strange, moving constantly because his alcoholic father couldn't hold down a job for more than a few weeks, he had to basically raise his younger brother Sam, oh, and to top it all off, he lost his mom in a house fire as a toddler. Of course, all of that paled in comparison to The Accident. You know, when Dean crashed the car, killed his father, and lost his sight. [WARNING: this story deals with themes of death, suicide, and abuse. There are some sexual scenes, and depictions of violence (minor gore). Please use discretion when reading.] [I DO NOT OWN THESE CHARACTERS]

Hunted hearts (Dean Winchester x reader) by spnnova

Completed You were raised a hunter-trained to kill anything that goes bump in the night. The Winchester name was a curse in your family, ever since John Winchester's reckless choices got your older brother killed on a salt-and-burn gone wrong. So when you finally cross paths with Dean Winchester, it's not just tension that flares-it's fire. He's arrogant, reckless, too damn charming for his own good, and worst of all, exactly the kind of hunter you swore you'd never trust. But when a series of supernatural killings force you to team up with the Winchesters, you find yourself working side by side with the man you hate most. Every case solved chips away at your walls. Every fight turns more heated-until hatred blurs into something more dangerous: desire. You're not sure when Dean Winchester became the one person who sees through your armor. But falling for him might be the biggest risk of your life... and it might just get you both killed.

Have Love, Will Travel by mewteww

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Angel Wings (SPN) #Wattys2015 cover

Searching the Darkness

Silence is the worst darkness of all. Dean Winchester lost his sight when he was eight years old. His best friend became his little brother, Sam, who helped him through his early struggles. Soon, Dean meets Castiel, a barista working at the local coffee shop. They become closer than Dean has been with anyone in years. But good things simply cannot last. In the blink of an eye, Castiel goes silent. As Dean's world slowly spirals out of control again, he is forced to pull himself together on his own, without the help of his brother or his best friend. Once again, darkness is all Dean knows. Ranked #131 in Castiel Novak; 1/19/19 Ranked #529 in Accident; 7/18/18 Based off of the beautiful artwork of Tumblr artist: my-wayward-son-carry-on