Despite being one of the biggest names in music Dean Winchester's career has been labeled a crash and burn. With one night stands every other night, a mouthy attitude, and a drug addiction, not even his manager thinks he'll make it past thirty. None of that seems to change when he moves to New York to help his recently widowed brother.
Dean hadn't expected more from the move then to sleep on an old couch, and look after some kids, but plans are changed when he meets Sam's next door neighbour, Castiel Novak
Left between balancing his drug addiction, babysitting, his new crush for an extremely taken man, and his own crumbling career, the tipping point seems to be approaching sooner then Dean had ever expected.
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*trigger warning for drug abuse, and more
(this story includes triggering things such as: bullying, self harm, abuse, etc)
Dean Winchester's life is complicated. After his mothers death, he has basically raised his little brother, Sam. Their father has hardly been in their lives, his job as a drug dealer requiring him to disappear for long periods of time and causing them to move around a lot. But when their dad finally gets arrested, a man named Bobby Singer takes the boys in and enrolls them in a more permanent school. And as if his father's incident wasn't hard enough on him, Dean begins to question his sexuality when he meets quiet, introverted, and (he must admit) quite cute Castiel.