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Dear Addiction

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Reads 9,057
Votes 947
Parts 54
Time 9h 16m

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Despite being one of the biggest names in music Dean Winchester's career has been labeled a crash and burn. With one night stands every other night, a mouthy attitude, and a drug addiction, not even his manager thinks he'll make it past thirty. None of that seems to change when he moves to New York to help his recently widowed brother. 
Dean hadn't expected more from the move then to sleep on an old couch, and look after some kids, but plans are changed when he meets Sam's next door neighbour, Castiel Novak
Left between balancing his drug addiction, babysitting, his new crush for an extremely taken man, and his own crumbling career, the tipping point seems to be approaching sooner then Dean had ever expected. 

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