Boyf~Reinds: It's in the past now.
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Jeremy and Michael have regained their relationship. They've even begun to date. One day, Michael is in the shower when Jeremy finds a notebook with a song written, apparently by Michael, describing sucidal thoughts and deep depression at abandonment. And when Jeremy reads the line 'Michael in the bathroom', he realized just how bad he messed up.
Inspired in part by the Dear Evan Hansen novels, where Zoe was the one who wrote 'Requiem' and 'Only Us', but it was Michael who wrote 'Michael in the Bathroom'.
TRIGGER WARNING (PAST SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, PAST SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, PTSD)
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