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If Ever I Stay

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Membaca 329
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Bagian 5
Durasi 32m

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Written in the eyes of Josh Brown, as he moves to Portland with his family. But when he meets Fraya, she changes his whole look on the world, he doesn't understand her, she's sending him mixed messages, but could he be falling for her?

(some sneaky snippets of what's to come...)

"So, you're leaving?" I asked and I couldn't help but feel pain at the thought of not seeing her.

"Most likely" she said, placing the cigarette between her pink lips before drawing in, I watched as she closed her eyes and the thick white smoke fumed out threw her nostrils.

"What about your family, I mean won't you miss them?" I asked, my eyes still trained on her. I could watch her forever and never get bored.

"I can call" she said nonchalantly.

"Oh" I sighed, and turned my gaze back to the blue sky as we laid in the hammock.

"I mean, If Ever I Stay, it will be because there's something worth staying here for"

(Another sneaky snippet)

"I like you, Fray" I whispered softly.

She paused before she continued getting ready.

"Did you hear me? Fray? I like you!" I merely shouted, why is she ignoring me?

"Fray-" I began to say again.

"I heard you" she said nonchalantly.

"Then why are you still going to leave tonight with that jerk?!" I yelled, my anger rising, I could feel the bubbling heat in my veins.

"Because" she simply answered.

Now she's really getting on my nerves.

"Because why-" I asked before she cut me off.

"Because Josh, just because, ok?" she sighed "I like him, and I can't do anything for you if I don't feel the same towards you! What you expect me to leave someone, I like just because you think you're better?!" she shouted

"I know I'm better" I said more calmly as I pulled her into my arms and kissed her with all I had, to try and make her change her mind.

She pulled away, a look of shock, confusion and annoyance etched onto her face.

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If You Love Me

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023