TRACING OF HEART

It's just fanfic for my imagination. Maybe it can be real in a parallel world :)).
I don't come from a country that used English as a native language. I write that fiction to improve my writing skills so it can make you uncomfortable or unintelligible. Please comment and help me to improve if you like that fiction.
Nanon.
We are close friends, and this relationship makes me feel comfortable in a long time. Beside you, accompany you, share anything with you are a part of my life. It's a habit like people have to breathe to alive. No one attends with that until it has gone. When he appeared in our lives, I realized that a close friend doesn't have enough privileges. I want more from you.
Pluem.
The boy beside me so cute, with sweet smiles, he makes me melt. Sometimes I take advantage of costar to touch his smooth white skin, caress his slender fingers to see a bland reaction. I've tried to close the gap between us day by day. But I'm wrong. In the day you gave a beautiful look for me, use the soft voice to said:
"You're the best senior I ever have."
I felt like someone slapped to my cheek. I woke up on my dream, came back to reality. You only see me as a colleague, even my position in your heart least at your best friend. I want to kick off his daresay face.
Chimon.
Something is happing in my life People who close with me are behaving strangely. Someone can explain to me about the polite attitude of Nanon. It makes me fear. I want to clap my best friend's face to wake him up. And about my senior, are you have S&M tendential, why you try to make me angry. It's just a dream, isn't it? I'm trying to wake up now.