Growing up is not as easy as you thought. Life plays dirty. It will never let you focus on a certain emotion. It's a roller coaster ride of emotions and dilemmas. For a moment you were happy but in a few seconds it will immediately fade. You're a loser if you lose yourself at the middle of the ride. Kung umaasa ka sa iba, malamang ay matatalo ka. Dahil sa laro ng buhay, sarili mo lang ang kakampi mo. The moment you lose yourself in the middle of nothing, you are also the only one who can find it.