Only Me

I sit by the lake. There are shivers down my spine,the feeling of being watched.I sit here every night but it feels different.I feel cold and like I just want to scream. I stand up and look back into the water. I see a reflection of my mom,I miss her.I walk away with a limp In my walk and I go back to my small house In the middle of nowhere. I grab a piece of cold pizza from the fridge and walked back into my room. I put in my headphones and slowly fell asleep.I woke up with a slight taping on my window.I walked over to the window and it was just a branch and the wind. I walk back to the lake to get fresh air. I feel cold but I can still see the water from the moonlight glistening down on earth.I still have a shiver down my spine that I'm being watched. I looked back into the water and felt a tear run down my cheek. I rember my mom.She had long brown hair with bright green eyes and she never wore makeup because she said that is not real beauty. I still have my dad but it's not the same.He just goes to work early in the morning and comes back late at night and watches the old television.He was the fun dad but when my mom left he dose not even look at me because he says I look like her. He wanted to put me up for adoption but that's not what mom would want.I do online school and I don't have any friends.Im very smart but I never thought that this would happen to me.