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My Life

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This part of my life takes place around Christmas we're I flunked out of Pencey Prep. Normally this wouldn't be a problem considering I flunk out of a lot of schools. However my parent didn't know about my flunking and I didn't feel like confronting them about it. I'm not expected to be home until wensday for Christmas break so in order to avoid confronting my parents until then I decided to take a small vacation around the city. 
          There were a lot of times we're I just felt really depressed so I'm order to get rid of that feelings I wrote all of my experiences in this book. The reason why I'm publishing it now if because I couldn't figure out how to publish my story until now we're I found the publish button on the top right hand corner. Any idiot could have figured that out. This must make me the lousiest idiot in the world. You could determine that once you hear my experiences yourself. 
           As for children who are approaching this, do me a favor and don't read it. I would rather you keep your innocence a little longer rather than listen to me complain about my life which I'm now realizing is a lot more mature than I realized.Alle Rechte vorbehalten

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His claim

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