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Only Fooling Myself

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Time 1h 52m

Reads 28,832
Votes 580
Parts 30
Time 1h 52m

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What do you do when life has kicked you down one too many times?

You fight and you fight like hell. 

Blair had fought all her life, not having anyone to turn to that was until she found she had a half brother living in Chicago. 

After reaching out to him the pair built a solid relationship providing Blair the stability she needed to rise from the ashes she called her life. 

However two words made her want to scream. 

Adam Ruzek.All Rights Reserved

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