The Meaning of Depression
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, May 7, 2020
"Look I understand, I am in depression...We say we are sorry a lot of times We push people Away especially the ones we care about because we thinks is whats best.."
If you feel like this please read my book, I understand you...I understand your pain I have anxiety-So please read..tell me if you feel the same way or if I should fix something...
I shiver at the thought of someone caring for me and I shiver at the thought of ever being loved I don't understand the difference between fake or true?
My friend may or may not help she like rhyming so Ill also post that here ...Please give it a like and or a vote..I will respond back if you leave a comment so know that I am here.
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