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Praying Under Pressure

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Elliot Fernandez is a man who has only ever done whatever expects of him. So when he hits his wit's end, he gathers all his courage and moved across the country for his Masters degree. But mostly to take control of his passive position. A move he almost immediately regrets taking. Elliot left all he knew when he arrived in sunny San Diego unsure what he's doing there. Until he meets a forgotten figment of the past, instantly drawn into the chaotic life of a boy no one understood. Nor did they care to remember.

Warren 'Ward' Baxter is a proud, rambunctious, chaotic player. But not pure. A long time ago, he took his chance and ran. Ran so far and so fast that he became a whole new person. And while he can play pretty games during the say, he still closes his eyes to his family leaving him and his body being worshipped by the devil. A face of the past threatens to bring the horrors to the light. Or it threatens new emotions that he doesn't trust.

Cross your hearts and hope to die, a pray won't save you tonight.All Rights Reserved

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Toy Soldier {ManxManxMan} by theprodigypenguin

**TOY MASTER SERIES: BOOK TWO**SEQUEL TO PUPPET//READ PUPPET FIRST PLEASE** Dakota Bailey has been forced to conform to the belief of other's since he was young; remaining in the closet because of fear, forced to praise a God he hated because his mother's extreme views ruled his life. When his family died in the bombs, he was freed from their beliefs, but at the same time watched the love of his life die, and for years he let the pain of his loss overwhelm him and govern his life. He believed himself to be nothing but a toy soldier, broken and gathering dust, waiting to be melted down for someone else's purposes, paint chipping away and pieces missing. The one constant in his life had always been the stars above, he cared about nothing else, but when those stars collide in front of his very eyes, he's reminded that loving is not a crime, and that he deserves to live as much as those around him, because broken soldier or not, he still had a right to fight. "Either way I'm still broken, my paint chipping, pieces missing, still pushing forward, still struggling, still just a toy fighting for my right to survive. What a cruel world we live in..." ((rated M, will contain explicit content, sexual themes, rape, blood, violence, polygamous relationship, & mature language)) **cover art by Ramzy Kamen on DA: https://ramzykamen.deviantart.com/**

Scathefire(MxM)[Unedited] by WikiHow_Articles

Avery had fallen from heaven sometime in the 13th century, finding refuge among a wolf in sheep's clothing. Cared for by a cult leader, Avery remains sheltered and as pure as a sacrificial lamb in a tumultuous modern world. Austin had gotten out of prison 13 years ago after he'd gone down the only path life had offered him at the time. Now, like a strange cosmic return, Austin finds more opportunity in his current situation and has spent his time as a free man carefully building a comfortable life around him, attempting to forget and shun his barbaric childhood. However, both of those shallow comforts hide deep wounds beneath them, and as Avery is catapulted into Austin's life, they unearth each other's festering scars. I can't promise I'll finish it, but I have decently high hopes, we'll see Updating on the 1st and 15th of every month :))

The Broken Werewolves: Forbidden Law (BxB) by OralKel

The helpless, naive, always being bullied, Kieran Lars Lockwood has been alone ever since his parents died. The sad truth is, his parents died when he was just 2 years old kid. The Pack he's in, called Blue Sky Pack, he doesn't feel any acceptance. He's always being bullied by his supposed-family. 17 years of existence and yet nobody wants him to be recognized or even acknowledged. The kid has been through a lot of ups and downs in his life and nobody helped him. Nobody wants to help him. Until he meets his mate, the one and only Alpha. Cloud Alistair Lylson is the next Alpha in line of his own pack, Blue Sky Pack. Everyone can fall on his looks. Everyone knows him. Everyone knows that he's powerful. Being the next Alpha in line, his father used to tell him that he needs to grow up. Turning 18, the Goddess has chosen a mate for him and when that happens, it feels like his world is on the process of being destroyed since the Goddess has chosen a male mate for him, and not just a male, it's Kieran Lars Lockwood; the outcast. When Cloud rejects Kieran, Kieran feels like his heart is being stabbed and runs away; hoping to find an alternative way to heal his broken heart and a wish comes upon his mind; break the Law - The Forbidden Law - so he can also help himself as well as his mate from the agony. Forbidden Law; a conversion, from werewolf to human. With that in mind, Kieran would be human and his wolf would vanish like an air. He'd be mateless and fortunately, start a new life and be able to love again. [#4 in PARANORMAL CATEGORY] #2 - Part of the Extended Universe

Life after Death: The Afterlife of Hezekiah Chamblee by JayDEvers

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The Mafia's Bride and Groom's (fxmxmxm) by poly-amour

Nya Bruce is being hunted down and she doesn't know why. It could be because she's the bastard daughter of famous millionaire Eddison Bruce. It could be because she's an infamous criminal investigators consultant who's put dozens of dangerous criminals behind bars. Or, it could be because one of her three lovers is none other than Lucifer Helgrim, the head of the world's most infamous mafia family. But for whichever reason it is, Nya finds herself on the hit list of some very dangerous people, and neither Nya nor her family is particularly thrilled about it. After a deadly car crash, Nya and her boys are pulled back together to protect their misfit family and to take down whoever has it out for Hellgrim and company. But this will involve gangs, espionage, criminal science, and a lot of sex! This is a story about relationships, love, family, and friendship, and what it's really like to fall back in love with thee different people over and over again. (This book is completed, but is subject to editing, and there is a second one being written- Bride and Grooms: Gods at war! Enjoy) (Nya is a young woman in a relationship with three men. Angel is genderfluid but referred to as a boy, and is pansexual. Lucifer and William identify as straight but are very much all in love. This story involves a polyamorous relationship that has already been established. It also involves graphic language, graphic scenes, and sexy times. It does not resemble a real-world relationship, it is very much romanticized and is fantasy. If you don't like then piss off ;) Xoxo)

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