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Praying Under Pressure

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Elliot Fernandez is a man who has only ever done whatever expects of him. So when he hits his wit's end, he gathers all his courage and moved across the country for his Masters degree. But mostly to take control of his passive position. A move he almost immediately regrets taking. Elliot left all he knew when he arrived in sunny San Diego unsure what he's doing there. Until he meets a forgotten figment of the past, instantly drawn into the chaotic life of a boy no one understood. Nor did they care to remember.

Warren 'Ward' Baxter is a proud, rambunctious, chaotic player. But not pure. A long time ago, he took his chance and ran. Ran so far and so fast that he became a whole new person. And while he can play pretty games during the say, he still closes his eyes to his family leaving him and his body being worshipped by the devil. A face of the past threatens to bring the horrors to the light. Or it threatens new emotions that he doesn't trust.

Cross your hearts and hope to die, a pray won't save you tonight.All Rights Reserved

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