If only I knew
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MatureOngoing15m
Last published Thu, Jun 18, 2020
I screamed in absolute terror as I watched my ex boyfriends now lifeless body laying in a pool of his own blood,I then looked down at the smoke coming from the barrel of the gun that was used to murder him in his own hands,it looked like suicide with the note laying beside him.And then....I made eye contact with the man that just pulled the trigger.Cold black calculated eyes stared back at me,he looked at me as if he hadn't just ended a life.I wanted nothing more than for the ground to just open up and swallow me whole.I was petrified,but what scared me the most was that I didn't stop him from killing Daniel.
All Alicia wanted was to get through senior year without any drama.She thought this was possible considering the fact that she managed to do just that for her entire high school life,but boy was she in for a bumpy ride.(not edited)
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