Immortal Curse
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Depressed Deku, unkillable, Immortal.
What is he going to do with a power he doesn't want?
If he doesn't find a use for it. Others might find one for him.
A prize. Broken constantly mended and broken again? How is he going to cope with the fact everyone he knows is going to die? His loved? His family?
How is he going to cope with something he didn't wish for? He'd rather stay quirkless. Suicide didn't work for him.
Why does life spite him?
He always thought he was Quirkless. until his childhood friend and wicked bully told him to swan dive off the roof.
This broke him, his only friend who was always mean to him telling him to kill himself
"the world will be better without quirkless like you to ruin it"
that day, Izuku did what he said, leaveng his burnt notebook on his desk.
Katsuki saw it and wondered why he left it.
but he picked it up to go apologise and thank him for trying to save him, riddled with guilt as a quirkless boy tried to help when no one else was did.
he saw his 'Friend' About to jump and it was going to be all his fault.
He was too late.
Disclaimer,
Suicidal tendencies
Cutting
Abuse
Extremely dark.
Hopefully nothing worse,
(Unkillable and immortal mean pretty much the same thing but by this I mean. There is absolutely no way to kill him. Even remove all the blood from his body and he may find a way to worm back into reality and fuck you up)
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WARNING: Viewer discretion advised. This story contains descriptions of murder, suicide, sex, and other mature content. Spoilers also ahead. ~~ What if Deku wasn't born quirkless? What if the reason for Katsuki's hurtful words had to do with the dark past Inko desperately tried to keep hidden from the outside world? What if becoming a hero wasn't the answer after all? ~~ My eyes widen. "I've decided. Young man, you will inherit my quirk." I let out a sigh of relief, laying down on the ground as my anxiety fades. I'm overwhelmed with joy, tears streaming down my face as my body is overcome with brutal exhaustion. I don't plan on using this power to become a hero, but All Might doesn't need to know that. I can't think of being a hero, or anything else for now. I need to get stronger, even stronger than my father. Wait for me mom, Kacchan, I'm coming. ~~ After that night, things only became harder for Izuku. The mental pressure was too much, to the extent that it took an unhealthy turn. Izuku could barely handle the pressure of having no one to rely on, torn between becoming a hero and being taught how to assassinate by the killer of heroes. It wasn't long before his sanity began to split. ~~ "It's okay. Honestly, you're the first person I've met who doesn't think my quirk is more suited to become a villain.." Shinsou said. After spending so much time with villains, I no longer thought of the word the same. "If you ask villains their story, you'll probably think they'd make pretty good protagonists. We always see things from the hero's perspective but we rarely ask how the villain ended up the way they are. The heroes are the real villains if you ask any villain, and even villains can be a hero to someone." ~~ I killed someone. I know he deserved it, yet I still couldn't look down at my own hands the same. Dried blood covered the bandages I wore around my wrists when I train with Stain. I had no choice but to accept it. I became a hero killer.
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