Addicted【Zenix X Reader】[ Completed ]
Mariko_Akiyama
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  • Time 5h 26m
Mariko_Akiyama
Complete, First published Apr 24, 2020
Mature
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CONTENT CONTAINS :

SELF HARM
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
SUICIDE ATTEMPT
MENTAL ILLNESS
SEXUAL CONTENT
DRUG USE
ASSAULT
ABUSE
TORTURE
VIOLENCE
&
STRONG LANGUAGE

IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!

•

" She told me the pills you were taking weren't for your brain injury "

" They're aspirin "

" I've finish my meds years ago. . . .I take these for the migraines and headaches "

" Do you take it often? "

" Not as often as last time, I reduced it after an overdose I had a few years ago "

•

My daddy issues gets worse every year, he always gets himself in trouble, like getting in debts, drugs, alcohols, while mom decided to take a step out of the house and never step in again.

Our brothers and sisters couldn't live that life, we tried our best to pay off the debts. I got myself into trouble as well, which had me ended up behind bars.

As for brothers and sisters, they can rest in piece.

Years of self medicating doesn't work, not even therapy.

One guy walk into my life and let's just say I'm more Addicted to him than my medications.

What illness does this person have?, Who is this one guy?, How did this person ended up behind bars?, What was his intentions?

Read this book to know.

Credit : To a series called 'Shameless'

[ Completed ]

Started : 16th October 2020
Finished : 8th March 2021

[ Highest Ranking : #61 in Aphmau ]
[ #3 in Zenix ]
[ #1 in Zenix X Reader ]

Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN.

My OC :

Xelora Kiselyov
Catherine Fox
Ash Lee Mandrell
Natalie Rosetta Mandrell
Coraline Alycia Jones
Mariko Akiyama
All Rights Reserved
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CONTENT CONTAINS : SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " The nerve! " " What the hell did I just got myself into? " " How's my phone? " " 14 missed calls " " More pop tarts? " " Do you think it was a mistake? " " What is? " " The fact that I slept with him " " Well. . . .wait what?! " " I know! " " What?!, When?!, Where?!, Why?!, And how?! " • As the average savage adult that I am, I can be very serious with my work and words, but that happens exactly right after the death of my father, or so I thought. My brothers and I have been getting along very well, as a Bounty Hunter, I can be very intimidating, until I met him. His hair, his eyes, his touch is all I need, I never thought all that of him can make me feel like this and to my surprise, I act like a child. I was just no longer that average savage adult that I was, but everything changed when I learned about his past. I couldn't believe it nor could I even want to, it was overwhelming. I was lost, confused, it got to the point where I wasn't myself for a while. But the fun part is being Dominant. What's that supposed to mean?, What past did this person learn?, Is the father dead or alive?, Who's more dominant?, In what way? Read this book to know. Credit : To a game called 'PUBG' [ Completed ] Started : 1st January 2021 Finished : 24th March 2021 [ Highest Ranking : #6 in Aphmau ] [ #1 in Gene ] [ #1 in Gene x Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

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