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Ramblings of a Depressed Mind

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This is just something I penned during one of my stronger depressive moods. It was mostly just a vent, but I need to get it out there.  It simply follows my rambling thoughts after a night of walking, and the spiral I followed from that, with some imagination towards the ending. I also change perspectives quite a bit, because that's how I view my relationship with my own mind. 
Enjoy! Or don't. Maybe it's not to be enjoyed.All Rights Reserved

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