Beautiful, But destructive
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Last published Tue, May 19, 2020
I had the same nightmare last night, the nightmare where id stab my whole family, even though I didn't want to, I felt like a robot, the real me was stuck somewhere inside my brain, hiding in a dark corner, I couldn't forget the screams and cries as I completely ruined everything, everything my parents had worked towards the perfect house, perfect jobs perfect family, I took everything away from them, it was my fault. This was just my punishment.
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