Welter Days

wel·ter\ˈwel-tər\
verb
intransitive verb
1 a : writhe, toss; also : wallow
b : to rise and fall or toss about in or with waves
2 : to become deeply sunk, soaked, or involved
3 : to be in turmoil
welter
noun
1 : a state of wild disorder : turmoil
2 : a chaotic mass or jumble <a bewildering welter of data>
Welter days = chaotic days.

What happens when you lose your one true love?
The only thing that gives your existence meaning.
The only thing that is your own reality, your world. Its perfection is unreal nothing you've ever seen which makes you drawn to it the more you try to forget the whole reason for your existence.
This isn't your typical love story.
It's one not about a man and a woman but about a man and his music.
He believes that his genre of music heals the soul, but how does he cope when this makes him seem less of a man?

Book playlist
These songs would make the whole journey a more tragic one. Listen and enjoy, Rainbows . ❤
~ Billie Eilish ft Khalid - lovely (chapter one)
~ Alan walker - Faded (chapter two)
~ Billie Eilish - wish you were gay (chapter three)
~ Sam smith - Too good at goodbyes (chapter four)
~ Blackbear - Anxiety ( chapter five)
~Falling - Harry styles (chapter six )
~ Cry - Noah Cyrus ft. Labyrinth (chapter seven)
~ Ocean eyes - Billie Eilish (chapter eight)
~ Let you down - NF (chapter nine)
~ Stars - Alicia cara (chapter ten)
~ Pray - Sam Smith ft Logic (chapter twelve)
~ Stupid deep - Jon Bellion (chapter thirteen)
~ To die for - Sam smith (chapter fourteen)
~ Trauma - NF (chapter fifteen)
~ Hope - XXXTENTATION (chapter sixteen)
~ Therapy - Khalid (chapter seventeen)
~ Xxxtentacion ft. Trippie Redd and PnB Rock - Bad vibes forever ( Chapter eighteen)
~ Just another sad song - Khalid ( chapter nineteen)
~ Suicide - XXXTENTATION (final chapter)

Hope you enjoy, Rainbows. 🌈❤