Shattered soul
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Last published Sun, Jan 31, 2016
I can pin point the very day my life changed forever, it was a good day, a reprieve from the hell I experience on a daily basis.
A dark cloud of depression follows me everywhere I go, I have nothing left.
I don't know what's worse, feeling the taunts, the punches or feeling nothing at all.
At least I had my blade, it gave me a small piece of control, they could hurt my body, my flesh. but I would never let them have my tears.
I don't remember ever being happy, until I met Jaxon.
funny how life turns you, mutilates you and spits you out, leaves you with a soul shattered beyond recognition, then gives you one thing to be thankful for but I fear it's too late because I'm broken,
no one can save the forsaken.
No one can love the unlovable.
I'm Ashley and this is my story.
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I frowned, thrown off "Do i...remember?" "Do you remember..." she starts but her voice falters. She glances down at the sand, biting her lip debating whether to even continue. She then takes a shaky breath and finally looks up. Eyes locking with mine " do you even remember how you got it?" Her question hits me like a slap. I open my mouth, then close it, my brows furrowing as I force my brain to rewind. How did I get it? Nothing. Not a single clear memory. She steps closer, her voice trembling, but the edge of anger sharpening her words. "Or when? Or where? Or for what reason? Or what it even means?!" I flinch at her tone, but I can't answer her. I try. God, I try.. I look down at the sand beneath my feet, forcing myself to dig through every memory, every hazy night out, every stupid decision I might've made-but nothing. Not a single moment of how I got it surfaced. I let out a frustrated breath and rake a hand through my hair, feeling the panic rise like bile in my throat. When I finally lift my head to speak, Ashley's already staring at me, and I can tell-she knows my answer before I say a word. "You don't remember," she says softly, nodding like she expected it all along. __________________________________________ Crazy thing happened...Three years ago, a tragic accident left Ashley scarred and shattered. Aiden survived, but when he woke from a year-long coma, every memory of the girl he loved was gone. Now, Ashley clings to the hope he'll remember-But as time slips through her fingers, the question haunts her-will she lose him all over again? And Aiden... will he ever remember in time? ........ ⚠ warning ⚠ : Mature language, Mental health challenges, Annoying scenes, Heart breaking moments...Complete
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