Now and then
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Last published Sat, Oct 11, 2014
Life feels like a living hell for Ashlyn. As she gets older an her imagination gets bigger and scarier. She walks through a world of darkness with and addiction that she hides from her friends, family, and teachers. But this addiction leaves Ashlyn with scares. Scares of hate, low self esteem, and her past.
Can this addiction over come her meaning of life to see a new perspective? Or will it kill her with her negative thoughts? Or can her best friend cade help her with her addiction and show her whats the meaning of life.
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