INSECURE (On Hold)

Every silence has its end.
You could feel hollow with your stomach full.
You could be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone.
No one else will understand.
Or feel it.
Because those feelings are yours and yours alone.
No one but you can make you sad and no one but yourself can make you happy.

At least that was what I keep telling myself.
When my first crush moved on with my friend.
When I started rejecting every other proposal just to protect my heart.
When I was still at home after years of finishing school.
I convinced myself.

I don't need a boyfriend.
I don't need admirers.
I don't need higher education.

To be happy.

I, Aishath Ayani Inaz will be happy no matter what happens to me in my life.

A/N. Read on to find out the rest.