Mother Dear - The Experiences of a Victim of Child Abuse
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Ongoing, First published Apr 25, 2020
I like to think some people don't realize they are being abused until someone else makes them notice; makes them realize it. This is not a happy story. This is not for you to feel sorry for me. This is for me to tell my story without expecting anyone to care. I am telling my story with no expectations, and to help my mental health.

This is a memoir, and like all memoirs, it is written from my memories. Memories are fallible and unreliable, so this should be read as a story. I have done my best to tell my story honestly, nonetheless, they are still memories. 

This story is based on real-life events that happened to me. It is in no way based on someone else other than myself.
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He had rules for a reason, or thats what he said. I did something wrong I got punished. I spoke out of turn, I got punished. I looked at him or ate without permission, I got punished. Haven thats what they named me funny isn't it? Ironic really. They named me Haven because my mom would say I was her 'Safe Haven'. What a pile of shit that was. She left willingly, she didn't depart because of some tragic accident. My father didn't kill her. She left because she was a coward who didn't want kids. As soon as my older brother went to college she left. I knew she hated me. I was the product of her love with another man. A constant reminder that her life didn't work out the way it was planned. He who ever he was is a phantom in its own. A deep rooted fantasy never going to come true. My brother left, my mother left, my grandma ignored, and my father broke. They let me give up hope on escaping and then decided to play hero. But I haven't forgotten everything I went through. Guilt consumes my brother but I don't care, you don't get to leave and then buy a reprieve of trying to save someone who has been dead for years. Besides lets just be honest I reached my breaking point long ago.